Friday, January 4, 2013

Baby names.. I want, I want!

Salam and good day peeps,

Okay... Happy New Year. 2013! Oh man, there are so many things I have yet to achieve in 2012 and now it's 2013?! Whaaaaat.... Well, it is new year..new page..new resolutions. My three ultimate goals every year, also my woolgathering ultimatums are: HEHE :p


1) To earn money without working.

2) To love without being hurt.
3) To eat without getting fat.
2013: Will I find my soul mate?
This entry is dedicated for my future planning (in case I might forget one day which I know I will). This is just a pre-plan for my future babies (insyaAllah, ameen). Why?? Oh boy. Some of my friends have already had more than one baby and I am nowhere near that!!! Jealousy? Well yeah..haven't you noticed how adorable those babies are? Totally cute! I want one, please.....

Therefore, I have thought of some possible names for my babies.. Here they are:


Baby boys:

1) Ahmad Alif Mizwar (meaning: a close friend who loves to visit)

2) Ahmad Faris Awatif (meaning: my lovely warrior)

3) Ahmad Thaqif Hanzalah (meaning: smart and respectful)


Baby girls:

1) Nur Nisrin Iman (meaning: the trustworthy scent of roses)

2) Nur Hanna Insyirah (meaning: wide and ease of sustenance)

3) Nur Nawwar Husna: (meaning: pleasant light giver)


Wah..imagine this: Ahmad Alif Mizwar bin Ahmad or Nur Nisrin Iman binti Ahmad. How gratifying! I love it. InsyaAllah..one day. :)

I would like to share some do'a in the hope of getting a soleh or solehah child.


1) SURAH ALI-IMRAN AYAT 38


رَبِّ هَبْ لِى مِن لَّدُنْكَ ذُرِّيَّةً طَيِّبَةً إِنَّكَ سَمِيعُ الدُّعَآءِ

“Wahai Tuhanku! Kurniakanlah kepadaku dari sisiMu zuriat keturunan yang baik,sesungguhnya Engkau sentiasa Mendengar (menerima) do’a permohonan”.

2) DOA ANAK LEMBUT HATI, SURAH AL-HASYAR (AYAT 22-24).



Dia lah Allah, yang tidak ada Tuhan melainkan Dia; Yang Mengetahui perkara yang ghaib dan yang nyata; Dia lah Yang Maha Pemurah, lagi Maha Mengasihani. ayat 22

3) DOA ANAK PANDAI BELAJAR, SURAH AL-ANBIYA (AYAT 79).



Maka Kami beri Nabi Sulaiman memahami hukum yang lebih tepat bagi masalah itu; dan masing-masing (dari mereka berdua) Kami berikan hikmat kebijaksanaan dan ilmu (yang banyak); dan Kami mudahkan gunung-ganang dan unggas memuji Kami bersama-sama dengan Nabi Daud; dan adalah Kami berkuasa melakukan semuanya itu. Al anbiya 21 : 79


4) DOA DIBERI ZURIAT MENYEJUKKAN MATA MEMANDANG, SURAH AL-FURQAAN (AYAT 74).



Dan juga mereka (yang diredhai Allah itu ialah orang-orang) yang berdoa dengan berkata: “Wahai Tuhan kami, berilah kami beroleh dari isteri-isteri dan zuriat keturunan kami: perkara-perkara yang menyukakan hati melihatnya, dan jadikanlah kami imam ikutan bagi orang-orang yang (mahu) bertaqwa. Al Furqan 25 ayat 74

5)  DOA MOHON ANAK TAAT KEPADA ALLAH, SURAH AL-BAQARAH (AYAT 128).

رَبَّنَا وَاجْعَلْنَا مُسْلِمَيْنِ لَكَ وَمِن ذُرِّيَّتِنَآ أُمَّةً مُّسْلِمَةً لَّكَ وَأَرِنَا مَنَاسِكَنَا وَتُبْ عَلَيْنَآ إِنَّكَ أَنتَ التَّوَّابُ الرَّحِيم

Wahai Tuhan kami! Jadikanlah kami berdua: Orang-orang Islam (yang berserah diri) kepadaMu dan jadikanlah daripada keturunan kami: Umat Islam (yang berserah diri) kepadamu dan tunjukkanlah kepada kami syariat dan cara-cara ibadat kami dan terimalah taubat kami, sesungguhnya Engkaulah Maha Penerima taubat, lagi Maha Mengasihani


6) DOA ANAK TETAP MENGERJAKAN SEMBAHYANG: (SURAH IBRAHIM: AYAT 40-41)


Wahai Tuhanku! Jadikanlah daku orang yang mendirikan sembahyang dan demikianlah juga zuriat keturunanku. Wahai Tuhan kami, perkenankanlah doa permohonanku. Wahai Tuhan kami! Berilah ampun bagiku dan bagi kedua ibu bapaku serta bagi orang-orang yang beriman, pada masa berlakunya hitungan amal dan pembalasan.


7) DOA NABI ZAKARIA A.S. SURAH ALI IMRAN: AYAT 38)



Ketika itu Nabi Zakariya berdo’a kepada TuhanNya, katanya: “Wahai Tuhanku Kurnialah kepadaku dari sisiMu keturunan yang baik; sesungguhnya Engkau sentiasa Mendengar (menerima) do’a permohonan.”


8) DOA NABI IBRAHIM A.S. (SURAH SHAFFAT: AYAT 100)
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Wahai Tuhanku! Kurniakanlah kepadaku anak yang terhitung dari orang-orang yang soleh!



That's all peeps. Selamat beramal.


Source of do'a collection: http://alongacet.blogspot.com/2012/10/doa-untuk-mendapat-anak-soleh-atau.html

Monday, December 17, 2012

It's a growing distance between us...

Ola Mr. Bloggy,

I have been extremely lazy busy lately to update this rusty blog as I was caught up with loads of tasks and assignments. They seem endless. Tettt.. Excuses, excuses and seriously those are just some crappy excuses. I was just lazy. That's all.

Anyway, I have just read a post by my gorgeous cousin. She posted something about her daddy's birthday. Well, here's the gist... She wanted to wish her dad's special day and started narrating her text message. To her surprise, her father called. They talked and yup she did wish her dad's well-being and happiness. The thing that pertained my emotion was when she expressed how she's not being a good child for keeping a distance from her dad. I can totally relate to that.

Oh before that. This is not really a 'daddy-daughter issue'. Perhaps I should talk about my Mom as I am a son. It is just that I do not have much memories of my mom and I. She left us long ago (May Allah bless her, always...ameen). Sorry Ma, I love you dearly...as always. So, this is my issue.

Ok, continue. 
It's a growing distance between us.

17 December 2012: The day that I crazily missed Abah.  

I really miss my dad. Yeah, so thanks cuzzie I am singing my blues now. Such a blue Monday. My dad and I....(sigh).. we are not that 'best buds' kind of stuff. We are more like... 'A professional worker and his boss'. There is always unfit and mishaps done by the worker. The boss has the final say. The boss is always right. ALWAYS. It is full of bumpy rides along the way. Crazy, but that is that.

I still remember some moments when I did horrible things in life. I tried to justify and to my exasperation, I was shut off... completely..leaving me no spot to explain myself. Like I said, he likes to play King so as humble as I could be, I just listened and waited for my turns to be crushed like any other sinful servants.

It is not that we have never tried to work things out for both of us. Some did bind us for quite some times, some were inefficacious. I know for a fact that we both love each other. We do, it is just...complicated and awkward...well, mostly. To begin with, I still have no idea when or what triggered this growing distance to happen.

I wish to turn back the hands of time and figure the things I have done in the past. I somehow have a feeling that we started to grow apart when I was sent off to the boarding school. He got busy and barely had time for the family back then. For goodness sake, I could count with my fingers how many times I saw him at home in a year. (Sigh).

That was then. Now, as I become an adult and learn the hardship to build a life of my own, I understand where it went wrong with our relationship. It is the TIME we spend. The quality time of talking, talking, talking, doing things together, playing, strolling and even jogging. I am trying my best to make time for him and I could see that he is also making his time for the family now. I could see his softer side now. I must say that I am happy for this kind of transformation. What takes us so long to figure this out Abah? Kan?

Oh God, I really miss him. I really love him. Is this some kind of home sickness? What is happening to me? An emotion stir-fry? I think I should probably go home this weekend and treasure the time with him. I just need to see his smile and I will be okay but will he be okay? What should I do to make him smile? That is THE question.

So Abah, I love you. I am thankful to Allah for giving me such a great father to lead us all. I remember watching this movie; "Extremely Loud and Incredibly Close". There is a saying and I would like to dedicate this to you Abah. Here it goes:

"He promised us that everything would be okay. I was a child, but I knew that everything would not be okay. That did not make my father a liar. It made him my father."

Thank you for everything Abah!

Friday, November 2, 2012

Dilemma: I need a date!

Hiya peeps,

(Sigh). I started with a sigh merely because I do not know how to express this feeling. Stress? Not quite. Worried? Maybe. Anxious? Probably. Oh snap, it's a dilemma! Why oh why...

Let me start. There will be a gathering soon with some friends I used to know. Walking down the memory lane, I suppose. Some sort of reconnecting with old flings and also new friends within the group. I was invited.

It is scheduled to be on 15 November 2012. NEXT WEEK. I did say "Yes" last time when it was pre-scheduled. The reason being? Hmmm... everyone was waiting for my response and I did not want to look lame. Urgh... (Knock on my forehead)

The thing is, my ex is going to be there. My EX. My goodness, I really do not want to be there on my own and face the awkward music alone. At the same time, I do not want to cancel the trip. So not cool. Everyone will be there with their partners except me. How awkward that is?! :(

I need a DATE. Will someone be my date, please... I know, I know...I am such a loser at this junction but I am desperate and I do not want to go through the awkward moment alone where everyone is laughing and enjoy the trip with their special partner and I'd be laughing alone while looking at the phone screen (thanks to the invention of hand phones that helps us go through most awkward situations). 

Running away is another option. Somehow, it shows that I'm a coward if I resorted to that scheme. Might as well I just say "No" in the first place. Back then, I did not know that my Ex is going to be there!!!! Uwaaaaa.... what have I got myself into this time? Disastrous disaster, that is!


Again, I seriously need a date for this upcoming 15/11/12. I am serious. This is not a joke...well, it is..but the joke's on me. I know. Pretty please (I'm doing the blushing eyes thingy...you won't be able to see it though). 

Ok, that's all for my dilemma. 

Toodles :)

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

You walk, I walk...but Japanese? They PRECISION WALK! :)

Ola peeps,

What's buzzing lately? Well, I have to say this: Let us all pray for the well-being of our brothers and sisters around the world especially those who have come upon a terrible disaster; Sandy. Ya Allah, please help us all go through the thick and thin of your test strongly and faithfully, ameen.

For this issue, I would like to share an awesome video. It is about Japanese Precision Walking Competition. It is a competition for precision walking. Wait, did I just rephrase the phrase? LOL.  Like.. WOW! They have that for real....whaaaaat... Just look at how precise they are in a systematic formation. It looks like a marching band...well, without the tubas and stuff. Whoa... I know that we have all sorts of synchronized kawad (marching) competition in Malaysia but I doubt that we have something like this. Impressive!

Ok, here it is... Enjoy :)



So, what do you think??? Major WOW, right?!!! Ok, that's all for now. 

Toodles :)

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Joy

Ola peeps,
The world is mine! Mine!

Another day, another series of adventurous events. Ok, I lied. Only few things happened to me lately. But, I do believe that somewhere in this world, there are a lot of events taking place to random people. Inspiring yet awesome events I mean. 

To begin with, the final exam marking has ended. The new shop lots in Jengka (New Commercial Centre) are eyeing for new business people. Psst, I heard McD and Marry Brown are about to run their business soon. Woohoo! I am in the midst of moving to my new house (rent basis of course). Yeay. Love expectation: Still zero though. Urgh. 

Nevertheless, there is a weird feeling that I am experiencing now. I cannot describe why this is happening. (Sigh). Have you ever felt happy and joyful out of nowhere?! A feeling like all burdens have been lifted from your shoulder. Burden-free kind of feeling as if I am done with all workloads I need to fulfill for the rest of the week. AS IF! This is what I am having now. Weird + Random. I know, right?! 

Oh well, I am going to enjoy and make use of this feeling for the rest of my day though I know that I have tons of works to do. It's "Movie Time"! Just looking and staring at my pile of works on my desk make me sleepy. Zzzzzz. 

Ok, that's all for my rambling at the moment. 

Toodles :)

p/s - Perhaps, I am overdose with happiness from people around me. Thank you people for such lovely feeling, Alhamdulillah.