Hmm..there's nothing more to say. I was hard. Not to myself but to them. For the love of God, why did I become that mean? I should have said NO instead of following them for drink. Plus, I was like a complete stranger there. Not knowing a thing on what they were gossiping about. I wish I was not there in the first place!
I was ILL. Perhaps 'ill' is not the right word. I'm looking for the right word....oh yeah, S.I.C.K. That's right! This fever is driving me nuts. However, it's not as disturbing as his words. I was not trying hard enough! I know that. I was asleep all the way through Syed Bistro, around Plaza Alam Sentral. It was nearly 2am. People were staring.
I am so sorry dear uncle and the rest. I did not mean to spoil the air. It's just...I was out of tune. The fever. The pills were nuts. I was drowsy. I could not think straight. He was driving me crazy. Hmmm...I should have said NO before butting in last night. To YOU, I really am sorry..I know that we are living in THE REAL world. But I prefer the text world better. It does not mean that I'm insincere. It's just the way I shout. I'm not like U. That's not part of the deal. NOBODY INFORMED ME EARLIER!
I did learn something last night. "If you think you're 'hot' and good looking enough, I am not ugly myself! I can get as many girls or guys I want with a snap on my fingers!" Thanks uncle for that attitude! It's brilliant! We should never feel down and low ourselves! We should never vow for guys or girls! We RULE!
Lastly, when I write this crap, I do live in a text world! This is what reality means to me when we set the boundary. It's true everything in text does not tell you the truth. BUT, does action speaks THE TRUTH? We are living in a 'plastic' ball of oxygen! That's all. Sorry again everyone!
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