I wanna go to university because...

Wake up...wake up!
The time is almost up!

Malaysian nowadays think that some universities are instruments for social policy. Are we playing a game here? What game are we in? Who's in and who's out?

Over the years, many has discussed an issue (I have no idea what the issue is). In my humble opinion, we have lead a misrepresented idea of social policy. We took the path and we can never revert! Stop looking at the past and start anew! If everyone shall aim for the past, I don't think we can unstitch the tangling ties. Can we?

Logically speaking from the mind, EVERYONE wants to go to universities. By right, competition level nowadays...is...immensely intense! Isn't that a good wake up call? I think it is...... Or is it just another brainwashing sentiment from (u-shud-kno-who)?

I am still dreaming I guess... I had dreams while I was sleeping... I have enjoyed the dreaming part...and I kept on dreaming without coming to my sagacious truth. Am I being overjoyed?

Is it time to wake up? Is breakfast ready yet? Too much sleep and excessive dreams make me forget the land I am living for...almost 22 years. I have spent too much time at Neverland. I guess, it's time to head back to my root.

WE have everything which first class universities would have. The facilities are awe-inspiring. BUT we have too mcuh of third class mentalities...Oh, I meant to say MUCH for MCUH.

Reflecting on my practicum days, a teacher (Mr. Selva Manoger) once said; "You guys are very lucky... You have everything! You have the best facilities to study. The problem is.. Most of you guys take it lightly because you know that..at the end of the day, THEY will provide you with everything."

I have to agree...because the 'MOST of you guys..' part includes me. I have been sleeping too much. I skipped classes...freely. I submitted my assignments...indolently. I read my textbooks...negligibly. I go to the library...hardly ever. Wow...looks like I am a quitter afterall...

To think that I managed to walk proudly around this university compound is rather embarrassing. I did not make full use of the privileges given. I have let myself down. I let my family down. I am such a waste for this country. I need to change.

I wanted to go to university because...I want to change.

Will I ever change?