Stupid

I feel stupid.

Do you know what stupid is?

Stupid is when you trust someone...who does not trust you, not even a bit.

Stupid is when you are being used without your acknowledgment.

Stupid is when you let someone secure a space in your heart when you have nothing in them.

Stupid is when you realize you can't adapt to their lifestyle...but you are trying hard to fit in.

Stupid is when you realize you are just being a toy.

Stupid is when you finally realize you are nothing more than a sex toy.

Stupid is when you say "I love you" and in return, you just get "Thank you" or "ok"

Stupid is when you don't speak their language and pretend that you are part of the clique.

Stupid is when you spend time with her, it is nothing more than mere waste of time, energy, money and life.

Stupid is when you feel hurt because expressing too much love, when in return...you are just on your own.

Stupid is when you know that the relationship won't work. Because, it is just you who works your ass off for that bond to spark.

Stupid is when you fall in love to a person who sees you as an insignificant character.

Stupid is when you let them treat you as a bimbo-kid and make fun of you.

Stupid is when you pretend to be 'cool' when you are not.

Stupid, stupid, stupid....

I feel stupid.