I am white

I am white. What are you?

Lol. I just randomly took this weird personality test. It seems that my true color is WHITE. Anyway, this is what WHITE represents: 

You are a dreamer, good friend, and a person who strives to do the right thing for the greater good. Some of your friends might think you are a little conventional, but they love you because they know you are considerate of their feelings. You don't mind spending vacation days around the house, but you might venture out as far as the local park.

(Sigh). I'm not quite sure about that.. perhaps some of my friends have a better explanation. Oh well, I'll ask some tomorrow then.

 Till then, toodles :)

 Source: http://www.quizony.com/color/index.html 

With love, I return your love.

 

I love you, my special friend :)

I don't think words are enough to describe how special you are to me. Last night, you asked me; "Ape bukti kau sayang aku?". I was speechless. I think the evidences are clear. You can see it everyday. 

Anyway, 10 things to ponder:

1) If I don't love you, don't you think it's a waste of time to secure a space for you in my heart?

2) Though you don't know this, it's not an infatuation. It's been more than two years kot!

3) What about my sacrifice? I have finally set my heart at ease watching you and him together. I am okay with it. In fact, I feel happy when you are happy with him. "The biggest sacrifice you can make is letting your loved one happy even if it's not with you." There, see how special you are?!

4) My kisses. I don't kiss randomly. My kisses are special.

5) What about my trust? That is priceless. I don't trust people easily but I trust you. Please don't break my trust.

6) Time. I respect your time off. When you spend time with him, have I ever texted or called you? I don't want to trouble you.

7) Do you think it's easy for me to look in your eyes and say "I love you"? No! But I did. 

8) My confession. It was gutsy of me confessing though I was ready for rejection that night. It was again, honest.

9) I feel sad when you're sad. I feel glad when you're glad.

10) I feel so happy and excited whenever you text me, or call me..even for a short while.

I hope we are clear that you are indeed special to me. Just let me have you as my special friend and let me love you from afar ye. It makes me happy. Aku rase happy tengok kau happy dari jauh. It's okay :) That's how special you are to me. Huhu. 

How I feel at the moment? Let me see. I miss your kisses. I miss your hugs. On top of all, I miss you. Here's something for you. 

It has meant so much
Having you as a friend
You will always be a part of me
InsyaAllah, until the end

When times are tough
You are always there
It has brightened my world
Just knowing that you care

You make me feel the love
I have inside
You are a friend,
A special one indeed

Since we met
Our friendship has grown
While you're in the world
I will never be alone

I feel blessed to have met
Someone like you
And to have found a friendship
So special and true

Credit to Crystal A. Dedes. Thanks a bunch :)

P/s – My special one,

Let me just say this to you,
Our friendship is very dear and special.
So please, no matter what happens between us,
Don’t let our friendship turn to dust.
Or I will without a doubt fall apart,
With the pieces of my broken heart.

I know I'm not that special to you and maybe one day, you'll miss me when I'm gone :)

Be Still (My Special Friend)

My special friend,

Thank you for letting me walk into your life. Thank you for the special feeling you gave me, even for a while. I'm happy that I met you. I'm happy to know such a great person like you. I thank Allah for giving me the opportunity to be your friend. 

Do you still remember the first song I dedicated to you? I bet you don't remember anymore. In case you forget, it's called; "When I'm With You" by Faber Drive. I know the lyrics are not quite what I wanted to express that time but I really meant what I dedicated ye. 

Anyway, thanks for singing that song "Cinta Sesungguhnya" by Sabhi Sadhi just now. It's very sweet of you to have recorded and sent me the voice message. I'm touched. Yes. Thank you. The last time someone ever sang me a song was two or three years ago. Oh well. Memories. :(

This is another song dedication to you. It is how I feel at the moment. Thanks for everything. I don't know if ever I had the chance to sing or dedicate more songs to you in the future my dear. I feel EMPTY now. Just promise me to not give the songs I gave you to someone else. That's all I ask.

Be Still ~ The Fray

Be still and know that I'm with you
Be still and know that I am here
Be still and know that I'm with you
Be still, be still, and know
 
When darkness comes upon you
And covers you with fear and shame
Be still and know that I'm with you
And I will say your name
 
If terror falls upon your bed
And sleep no longer comes
Remember all the words I said
Be still, be still, and know
 
And when you go through the valley
And the shadow comes down from the hill
If morning never comes to be
Be still, be still, be still
 
If you forget the way to go
And lose where you came from
If no one is standing beside you
Be still and know I am
 
Be still and know that I'm with you
Be still and know I am 

That's all for now. Toodles.

My Special Friend Part 2 :-)

cont'd...

Gosht, this fever is driving me nuts. Ya Allah, sembuhkanlah demam ni. It's invigilating week :( Anyway, this is just the continuation of my previous post "My Special Friend Part 1". Despite the things you covered, I understand. I understand the lies. Sometimes I forget where my stool is. I thought I was tall to face it all. I was wrong. Above all, you are still my special friend. Thanks for clearing the air just now. Thanks for everything. Thanks for the hugs and kisses.

Wanna see how special you are to me? Thanks to Angie Flores for such a lovely poem. I dedicate this to you my special friend. 

I Will Be Here For You...

 

When you're sad and depressed,
I will be here to put a smile on your face.

When you're angry and frustrated,
I will be here to calm you down.

When you're hurt and in tears,
I will be here to wipe them away and mend the pain.

When you're lonely and have no one,
I will be here to comfort you.

When you're feeling unloved and unwanted,
I will be here to tell you how very important you are.

When you're having a bad day and need to lash out,
I will be here to let you let off steam, you can yell at me.

When there is something on your mind that you need to say,
I will be here to listen and understand.

When you're lost in confusion,
I will be here to help you figure things out.

When you feel like you're going crazy,
I will be here to bring you back to sanity.

When you are so overwhelmed and need to get away,
I will be here with open arms so we can run away together.

When you're scared and frightened,
I will be here to protect you and make you feel safe.

When you are full of worries,
I will be here to worry with you.

That's how special you are to me,

Today, tomorrow and forever!

 

Ok, bye.

Appreciation of a single heart :-)

Thanks to all :)

Hmm... I feel like I haven't thanked people in front of Mr. Bloggy yet. Oh wait. I did. Long time ago. Ages ago. Nevermind, it's a repost then.

Thank you

Thanks to those who hated me.

You made me stronger.

Thanks to those who loved me.

You made my heart go fonder.

Thanks to those who cared.

You made me feel important.

Thanks to those who entered my life.

You made who I am today.

Thanks to those who left.

You showed me that nothing last forever.

Thanks to those who stayed.

You showed me true friendship.

Thanks to those who listened.

You made me like I was worth it.

Thank you.