Tuesday, December 8, 2015


Dear buDDy,

I know you are in a very difficult position right now. Your son is like my own son. I’d like the idea of being a co-father to him. I wish to express this; I treasure your precious son, your wife and most importantly; YOU. I love everything about you. Ok that’s it. You won’t get to hear me saying those a lot but I seriously mean it. I just hope that you will involve me in your life and not just looking for me when you need me. Thank you for wanting to be a part of my life, a very important part of my life. I love you.

I am deeply sorry you have to be in this position but trust me buddy, God has plans for you. I always pray for Zayyan and I somehow believe he is strong like his Baba. I can’t wait to spend time with him in the near future and forever. So please keep me updated and keep your promises Baba! To be honest Di, I am beginning to fall in love with him too. Such adorable thing, so sweet and pure! So, be strong for him Baba and insyaAllah he’ll be back in pink and stomp this world soon!

Oh boy buDDy,

Never have I imagined to have met someone who can turn my world around. We practically share everything Di. We tell each other things we have never shared with another soul and we accept everything about us. We share hopes for the future too #iwannagrowoldwithyou. You are someone I cannot wait to share things with. You are someone who is not embarrassed to cry in front of me or together with me. You cry along knowing I am hurting and laugh as I make a fool of myself. 

With you, I can freely be myself and not worry what you will think of me because I know deep down, you love me for who I am. The thing about us is, even the things that seem insignificant to most people such as random selfies, pointless drive here and there, pointless lying in bed doing nothing and songs dedication become invaluable treasures kept safe in our hearts to cherish forever. Honestly, the endless phone calls and texts help me a lot to get through the day and they never fail to bring smile to my face. The colors of the world seem brighter and more brilliant! 

With you Di, there is no need for continuous conversation but I am happy just by having you close. Things that never interested me before become fascinating because I know they are important for you. I think of you on every occasion and in everything I do. Every morning, waking up with the thought of you makes my day brighter. Every night, I keep hoping to find you in my dreams. 

In you, I find my strength knowing I have a special true buddy who will remain loyal to the end. I wish to be a significant part in your life till the end too. Special buddy, that’s what you are!


If I could give you one thing in life, I’d give you the ability to see yourself through my eyes! Only then would you realize how very special you are to me Di!

I love you.