This piano is just a tool!

This piano is just a tool!

At nights, I stay up late and cry,
At times, I feel like I could die!
 

In this life, I don't feel loved,
I always maroon away and shove!
 

I can play this piano well,
but I can no longer stand the swell!
 

Should I be happy?
How can it be if I'm treated this crappy?
 

Sometimes, I see things as scary,
Why can't I just be happy and merry?
 

I am best in crying,
never once, I'm lying to cry!
 

For all my faults, I am to blame,
I am the one to take the shame!
 

I wish you can see me,
and not this piece besides me!
 

This piano is just a tool,
As I, I am the fool!

-aNs-

Republish: This Piano is Just a Tool! NiZaSyaZRe(c)

People-pleaser? Shut up!

Hello peeps,

It's a new day, a new beginning. Waking up in the midst of the crowd of good people makes me realize that it is unduly pleasant to have surrounded by all kinds of nice friends and people who at least care for what you have to say and do. Among the beautiful crowd, there is however a crack somewhere at the end of the plate. Ugly? Nope, not at all. I consider that as the gist of life. Life is not flawless. There's happiness and there's also sadness. Sometimes it's sunny and sometimes it rains. Sometimes we are standing tall up there and sometimes we are lying down on the ground. That is life. 

I wish I can make everyone happy but that is rubbish. No matter how much we put on a smile the whole day, there will always be 'bugs' pestering and whispering to our ears; "Stop! You are a piece of s**t." Well, at least I tried to please everyone but it just seems impossible. Political-wise, it is vital but emotionally, it is obtuse.

(Sigh). What I am trying to say is, no matter how hard you try, no matter how many hours you spend pondering and planning, and regardless of how much effort you put in, you absolutely cannot please everyone. It is just impossible. I tried and I failed. I was once a people-pleaser...BUT NOT ANYMORE.

So, to those who do not favor in any of my words or feel offended in any way, please... spare some thoughts of justice. You do not know the exact situation and perhaps you just heard from one side of the coin which is a total unjust. Try and see if you fit in this pair of shoes of mine.

I am asking you a favor to stop judging me from an irresolvable angle. What's the point? You will just drive yourself farther towards insanity. The thing about pleasing everyone is that you often put yourself in a position of subservience. Sometimes you even put yourself last, which helps no one. Hey, I was once that 'clueless' guy, remember?! 

Now, I am more towards helping myself and doing what I feel is important. I think this should be valued. To YOU GUYS, please find worth in your own opinions and viewpoint, and don't let your desire to judge others compel you to keep yourself in your 'wondrous' background. 

Well, I admit that I am not perfect. I make mistakes and I am sorry for that. But that is the essence of being a normal person. We make mistakes and we learn from it. We feel betrayed and we complain. Freedom of expression, OK! Honestly, falling short of perfection only proves that you are a normal human being. 

To YOU out there, thanks a million for pointing it out so loudly. I heard 'ya! I sincerely appreciate your 'criticism'. At least I know now that some of my words did affect you. Again, I am sorry for expressing my true feelings. 

I better zip my mouth just to please you. Tettt.

That's all for now. 

Toodles :) 

On-going Marks: ATTENTION ALL STUDENTS (BEL260 & BEL311)

Dear students (AC1102D, BM1112C, BM1183D & AS1203D),

Please be notified that I will only display your on-going marks once everybody has cleared the APB Online Practice 1-10 from your i-Learn portal. There are still 11 students who have yet to complete all quizzes. Therefore, please remind each other to finish everything before your respective final papers!

Thank you.

p/s - Please be reminded that you are supposed to take part in APB Online Practice 1-10 and not Online Quiz 1-10! Your marks will not be uploaded in the system if you do Online Quiz.

It's cute how stupid you are...

Hello peeps...

What's been buzzing lately? Hmmm, let me see... yup, the hot and sensational Royal couple was in Malaysia... auw auw... People are still talking about the fuss of those slackers showing their bums and stepping on their 1M leader. Big deal, of course. Oh and that 'big foot' guy is still finding it hard to look for the right pair of shoes for his date. Thanks to Reebok Malaysia for solving that matter! Kudos...

Here's the thing, apart from those insignificant rambling, I was just having a solid, hard day last Friday. It started perfectly fine as I woke up early in the morning. A fresh start, I'd say. As usual, I went to my class at 8. Sharp. Two girls were there. 8.15: Three more students came in. 8.30: Three more. (Sigh). I wanted to return their test papers and discuss 'em. I was flabbergasted as one of the 'cool' dudes approached me and said this:

"The thing is, errm...our ticket is at XXX and I was wondering if you could let us go at XXX". 

You may take your guess but I would not be throwing my blistering criticism if it was sensible! That's a total nonsensicality!!!

To fuel up my acridness, the class was still "hollow" and one by one started to fill in the empty spots. How frustrating to start your 'unclouded' Friday. Thanks to them, I threw the papers on the floor and made them collect them on their own. A fit eyh?!

If you do not have a sense of respect towards others, why bother labeling yourself as "good" and "innocent" kids?! To begin with, your marks are not that "great" anyway and I have a foreboding that some of you might fail my paper! Wake up guys! Stop daydreaming! As I was cooling down (I thought it was raining on my dynamite blast), I asked some of them about 'the Raya assignment'. That was ages ago. Their response was; "Tak siap lagi, sir...sikit lagi!" 

Sikit lagi my foot, ok!

See how my Friday started? Great, wasn't it?! So, I have come to a closure and this is my theory. There are four levels of stupidity. Auww, that is so cute! Urgh. Here they are:-

1) Bimbo - When you act clueless with your innocence and naive-ness. 

2) Stupid - When you know what you are doing is wrong and you do it anyway.

3) Ignorant - When you know it is wrong and you refuse to accept the truth plus your ego is raging up.

4) Beyond idiotic - This is when an idiotic idiot constantly being ignorant. He is incredibly annoying and refuses to accept any word of advice. Is he retarded or something?!!! Seriously!

Well, that pretty much sums up my Friday morning. I was so frustrated with their ignorance. I left the class right after I have discussed their papers unwillingly. Guess what guys, your wish was granted anyway. You did ask me to let you off early to catch your buses, right?!

Toodles :)

Speaking Craze (011,260,311)

Assalamualaikum dear students,

As promised, here's the list of your speaking test (respectively).

SPEAKING TEST (BEL011/BEL260/BEL311)

BEL011 (PD0021G: FORUM/DISCUSSION – 10%)

GROUP 1 Faris, Efa, Wanie, Amiratul, Shima	Question: 3 Date: 3/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1400 – 1430 Venue: I 3-04
GROUP 2 Shahrul, Amin, Wan, Adib, Iqmal	Question: 6 Date: 3/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1430 - 1500 Venue: I 3-04
GROUP 3 Shuhada, Qaddijah, Sakinah, Aini, Zaleha	Question: 5 Date: 3/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1500 - 1530 Venue: I 3-04
GROUP 4 Abell, Neni, Fana, Syafiq, Syazani	Question: Date: 10/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1400 – 1430 Venue: I 3-04
GROUP 5 Syarifah, Miera, Nani, Zika, Ama	Question: Date: 10/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1430 – 1500 Venue: I 3-04
GROUP 6 Era, Shila, Awa, Ila, Halida	Question: Date: 10/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1500 – 1530 Venue: I 3-04
GROUP 7 Miera, Faezah, Amira, Laura, Abim	Question: Date: 10/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1530 – 1600 Venue: I 3-04

BEL260 (BM1112C: TASK A+TASK B – 15%)

GROUP 1 Siti Mardhiahtun Norsuriani Siti Norita Syakila Nurul Azinie	Question: Date: 3/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1000 - 1030 Venue: Ilqam 5
GROUP 2 Nur Munirah Noor Maisara Intan Nabilah Mai Noramira	Question: Date: 28/8/2012 (Tuesday) Time: 2100 - 2130 Venue: J 2-12
GROUP 3 Nur Syazwani Nur Faziella Nurul Amirah Nur Hafiza	Question: Date: 3/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1030 - 1100 Venue: Ilqam 5
GROUP 4 Lina Amalina Hamira Arafah Aisyah	Question: Date: 28/8/2012 (Tuesday) Time: 2030 - 2100 Venue: J 2-12
GROUP 5 Nurul Nabilah Nor Atikah Ifazlina Nor Natasha Farhana	Question: Date: 3/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1100 - 1130 Venue: Ilqam 5
GROUP 6 Norhedayah Asmalia Syazwani Fatin Amerah Siti Nurhidayah	Question: Date: 7/9/2012 (Friday) Time: 0800 - 0830 Venue: I 3-11
GROUP 7 Hamka Mohammad Reezwan Muhd Arif Mohd Azmiel	Question: Date: 7/9/2012 (Friday) Time: 0830 - 0900 Venue: I 3-11
GROUP 8 Syazwan Mohamad Najmudin Mohd Nizam	Question: Date: 7/9/2012 (Friday) Time: 0900 - 0930 Venue: I 3-11

BEL260 (AC1102D: TASK A+TASK B – 15%)

GROUP 1 Noremylia Suziyanti Wan Nur Salsabillah Siti Zurayha Che Wan Nur Raihan	Question: Date: 7/9/2012 (Friday) Time: 1500 - 1530 Venue: FTA 3-31
GROUP 2 Siti Azura Siti Zulaikha Syafiqah Nordiana	Question: Date: 7/9/2012 (Friday) Time: 1530 - 1600 Venue: FTA 3-31
GROUP 3 Umi Izzaty Nur Nadiah Norazmira Norshaadah	Question: Date: 7/9/2012 (Friday) Time: 1600 - 1630 Venue: FTA 3-31
GROUP 4 Wan Nur Hidayah Siti Munirah Zakiah Nur Idayu	Question: Date: 13/9/2012 (Thursday) Time: 1000 - 1030 Venue: I 3-05
GROUP 5 Ruslan Rais Farhan Hariz Hamzalah	Question: Date: 13/9/2012 (Thursday) Time: 1030 - 1100 Venue: I 3-05
GROUP 6 Johan Ariff Ahmad Faris Muhammad ‘Imran	Question: Date: 13/9/2012 (Thursday) Time: 1100 - 1130 Venue: I 3-05
GROUP 7 Siti Azwani Aisyah Nur Emie Atirah	Question: Date: 14/9/2012 (Friday) Time: 1500 - 1530 Venue: FTA 3-31
GROUP 8 Abdul Ezzi Irfan Khalis Noorsyuhada	Question: Date: 14/9/2012 (Friday) Time: 1530 - 1600 Venue: FTA 3-31

BEL311 (BM1183D: DISCUSSION – 20%)

GROUP 1 Norazira Wan Norhalia Nur Hidayah Izzatul Amani	Question: Date: 4/9/2012 (Tuesday) Time: 2000 - 2030 Venue: J 2-12
GROUP 2 Noor Hazimah Mazliana Fajar Nasuha Hafsya Norazuwa Syaieznor Aznieza	Question: Date: 4/9/2012 (Tuesday) Time: 2030 - 2100 Venue: J 2-12
GROUP 3 Megat Fadzil Nasyirah Hanna Siti Aishah Nur Atiqah Nor Azwa Badariah	Question: Date: 5/9/2012 (Wednesday) Time: 1400 - 1430 Venue: FTB 2-26
GROUP 4 Fatin Najwa Nur Nabilah Nor Syahida Fatin Amira Rusdy	Question: Date: 5/9/2012 (Wednesday) Time: 1430 - 1500 Venue: FTB 2-26
GROUP 5 Amrah Farhanim Muhammad Arbain Umair Nurul Nadia	Question: Date: 10/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1600 - 1630 Venue: I 3-04
GROUP 6 Nurul Fatihah Raja Norashikin Nur Syuhada	Question: Date: 10/9/2012 (Monday) Time: 1630 - 1700 Venue: I 3-04

BEL311 (AS1203D: DISCUSSION – 20%)

GROUP 1 Amirah ‘Izzah Maizatul Akmam Nurul Farhanah Izzati Nurul Syazwina Allia Jasmin	Question: Date: 4/9/2012 (Tuesday) Time: 1400 - 1430 Venue: B 4-20
GROUP 2 Maryam Najihah Nurul Atira Nor Aida Nurul Syazwani	Question: Date: 4/9/2012 (Tuesday) Time: 1430 - 1500 Venue: B 4-20
GROUP 3 Norshazleen Nurul Noratikah Mohamad Hafis Ajeedkahar	Question: Date: 5/9/2012 (Wednesday) Time: 1000 - 1030 Venue: I 1-14 / J 3-01
GROUP 4 Amalina Amira Nur Sobah Hanis Hatasha Siti Adawiyah	Question: Date: 5/9/2012 (Wednesday) Time: 1030 - 1100 Venue: I 1-14 / J 3-01

REMINDERS

1) Please come at least five (5) minutes before your turn (as scheduled)! DO NOT BE LATE!!!

2) Please remind/keep in touch with all group members!

3) Please wear accordingly. This is a TEST!

4) Please watch the time limit.

5) Please READ the instruction + situation EXTRA CAREFULLY!

6) Please play your role as a group member. Participate and be active!

7) Please cooperate and help each other! This is a group effort.

8) 100% ENGLISH, PLEASE!

9) Speak, Speak and Speak. Use all skills learned from your respective classes!

10) Speaking is just like writing. Therefore, please make sure you have these:

            - Introduction

            - Content (Argument, Interruption, Justification, Agreement, Disagreement etc. )

            - Conclusion

All the best! :)