I miss us

How are you? How have you been? I bet you must be really happy now. Good for you.

Is this working for you? If it does, good for you. I wish I could say the same in my case but I couldn't.

Sometimes I wish you'd call.
Sometimes a call from you is what it takes to hold me.

Sometimes I wish you'd send me photos and stuff.
As those will only be your guarantee for a special me.

Most of the time, I long for your warm touch.
Kisses work wonders eh.

Past is past. It's time to move on.
Lingering on the past...
sometimes it's soothing
at times, it's hard to dispel the gloom.

I miss you US. I do.

This is for you...

Hey you.. this is for you..

It's been a while
since I finally accepted
the end.
But I'm not gonna deny
how my heart still aches
every time I think
of how this; us ended.
And if I could go back,
I wish I could tell you this:

I stayed for too long,
I endured for too long,
not because I was weak
not because I was afraid
but because I loved you
because I believed you'd change
because I thought I was still special.

I left, not because
you skipped me
not because you ignored me
Because I no longer become your number one
Because of your uncommitted and uninterest in us

Staying with you would mean more tears to me nowadays.
I needed to stop because
I no longer loved myself by loving you.

If this is my last night with you...

... exactly how I feel at the moment ...

This is for you...

 

 

"All I Ask"

I will leave my heart at the door
I won't say a word
They've all been said before, you know
So why don't we just play pretend
Like we're not scared of what is coming next
Or scared of having nothing left

Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?

I don't need your honesty
It's already in your eyes
And I'm sure my eyes, they speak for me
No one knows me like you do
And since you're the only one that matters
Tell me who do I run to?

Look, don't get me wrong
I know there is no tomorrow
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?

Let this be our lesson in love
Let this be the way we remember us
I don't wanna be cruel or vicious
And I ain't asking for forgiveness
All I ask is

If this is my last night with you
Hold me like I'm more than just a friend
Give me a memory I can use
Take me by the hand while we do what lovers do
It matters how this ends
'Cause what if I never love again?