S0MeonE to LoVe

SOmeone to love.....

Someone is missing someone
Someone is loving someone
Someone wants to love someone
Someone wants to be loved by someone

That someone is........myself..
That someone is........U..

;p

p/s - akibat keboringan...

Laugh chain...

Laughter is a universal language...;p..u don't hafto b genius to laugh... n it's CONTAGIOUS...

Brainy or Nutsy or Testicle-less???

AM I getting this right???

Ok...if somebody out of nowhere parks his car at your gate, is it a wise act? Is it?
Now it's blocking the cars for goodness sake!!!!
and...where's dis 'brainy' guy???
I have no idea!!!!!
I ought to go to the hospital bitch!!!!!!!!!!

Does my house look like a parking welfare to you?????
Move your hideous Livina a-hole!!!
Urghhhhhh....now its taking a toll on me!!!
Yhere goes my puasa....down the drain....
I AM EFFING LATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Are you freaking nuts???? The gate is not closed..its WIDELY opened...does that mean something to you??? What is this??? Is it some kind of prank?????

I can see myself...having trouble to look for parking at the hospital afterwards....n thanx to you, someone is dying!!!!! BIIIITCH..................

yeah, yeah...that's Malaysian....Oh I remember, you suddenly remember to have some chat at your friend's house...n u've decided to park outside my house...n say.."it's ok, nobody's goin nowhere..." Can u at least leave some notes or whateva to let this NOBODY know???

(siiiiiigh)..(long sigh)..................

(yang tengah marah! - bile la makhluk tu nak kua amik kete dy???? Arghhh.....)

A prayer for mummy...

A prayer for mummy

Hope...
Dream...
Faith...

What more can U give?
What's left for us?
Is it for the very best or the very least?
That's it for us?

Thanx a million...
For the luxury of pleasant life...
Alhamdulillah, I cherish every single second talking to u to the gazillion...
and now the privilege is gone, no more surprise...

Emptiness fills the cell...
Is it heaven or hell?
Life is a damaged hell...
But, can we dwell?

Is there any hope left?
Is there any dream left?
I have faith in U...
and I have faith in u...

Hang in there mummy...
Be strong mummy...
We walk through this path together mummy...

Why do we itch?

Hoho...another day, a new beginning...heavenly normal as usual...dats me. It has been 3 times I made my medical checkup. Still, it's NOT H1N1...so guys, please don't maroon me!

Sometimes, I wonder why people itch. Why? I mite not come from MRSM but I need to know why... Am I that 'itchy'? In Malay, 'gatal' has some variation of meanings.
1. Skin itch
2. Eye infection itch
3. Being flirty
4. Dandruff itch
5. Gatal tangan

Hoho...so, why do we itch? I have no idea....

I am beyond happy at the moment...I don't know why, but I just am... Could it be....a symptom of itchiness as well? Hehe...gdik. Errrmmm.... Perhaps a kiss can cure my itchiness...muahahahahahahaha...

The truth is, I have no idea why I write this piece of crap...have fun everyone! Mmmuahhx...

Toodles ;p

Program Sinar Mahkota, H1N1 haywire...

Program Sinar Mahkota (PSM). Students are the "Mahkota" who needs to be lighten. Whoa....sounds great...awesome...it's just another name for the RELIEF duty...hehe...Argh...Borang PSM A, PSM B...I was already confused by the time PSM B was explained by the Principal.

Err...what should I write...no idea. Oh yeah, I must say..I am theoretically happy nowadays...but practically...hmmm...a bit daunting lately....hehe

Oh yeah, Sim Yee asked me: "lao shi meng tian ni yao yon shen me shu?"....Lucky Ifa was next to me. She translated to me..."Sir, esok nak bawa buku ape?"...So I replied; "Notebook and exercise book!" I love my students....they never fail to test me. Bring it on!

H1N1 haywire! Sabri (Form 4) was confirmed positive with H1N1 infection. I had direct contact with him while camping last week!!! OMG... As a matter of fact, he served us (campers) meals...for days. Ayoyo....

Thank goodness, the doctor told me; "Normal fever". It was just 36.7 degrees. Nevertheless, I am still aware of the situation...in case if it's getting worse. I am crossing my fingers not to get into another mess.

Love? Like I said..I am theoretically satiated but practicaly empty. It's ok...I am loving it. Kudos for me, yeah!

Toodles ;p

To the one who has been forgotten..

Goody goody... I have never appreciated the person... No matter how weak I am, that person will stand next to me... It has been months (still counting)...since we last involved in love.

I have ignored you. I have abandoned you. Still, you want to be with me. Why? I thought we agreed to go on separate paths. Are you still in love with me? Are you?

You have been so tenderly sweet to me. You always are. I can't do this. It reminds me of those good old days.

I have not forgotten about you... You left a mark in my heart years ago. But, I am different now. I have become strong. I have grown up.

I know you still care. I love you too. Thanx for asking; "How do you do?" everyday. I will listen to you from now on. I'll drink my orange juice...anything for you.

Thanx for staying by my side. I am sorry if I have forgotten about you for so long. I am here now.

Toodles ;p

...of love and lust...

Hmmm...what is happening niza? The world keeps spinning no matter how slow people move! Switch to the fast lane!

The flow is there, but the passion is fading away...grab it fast! I want to rock my nights but...I am just a shy boy who plays the minutest part in this game.

I am not a booby. I know how things work around here. Its either love or lust. We can't have it both way. Errr, perhaps we can...Shall we give it a try? (Thinking)

What hurts the most is when you leave me without me knowing, without considering how I feel. It's unfair for me...where's the love? Don't just walk away without informing..I need to prepare myself...I can't fly with this broken wings babe....T_T

Talk to me, dance with me! Please be real to me! Hug me till dawn! It's a walking disaster, being uncertain whether you will catch me when I fall or not...Hold my hands, love!

Is it just love or another hanky panky lust? Both give me inner strength. This little voice is screaming out loud for U to listen. Where did I go wrong? Am I playing with fire? Am I giving my soul to the lusty demon?

I am you, as you are me! We play equal role in this game...be fair to me, please.

I am a simple boy, take pride of what I am. I have passion for loving and kissing. I am trying to be kind and real. I am learning to love again...after those dark years of misery. Spare me some room to change. I love you, I do.

Please don't resign yet. I am not ready. If it's my turn, I am darn sick of keeping the tears of yesterday! I will throw it away as today is a new beginning. I love you, I do.

Why are we so close, yet so far away from each other? Are you keeping a huge distance from me? Why? Am I not good enough for u? Give me a reason..

U used to be my sweet angel...what is happening? What is happening to us? You got me in too deep. I love you, I do.

p/s - Argh...I hate this fever...it makes me moody....that's why I'm writing this crap. I am feeling so weak...horrid!

Toodles ;p

Zero idea

Argh...this slight fever, sore throat, runny nose and headache make me moody at times.

I hate this. I feel obliterated already.

Sometimes, I want to flip 180 to the ground. Thinking about; overextending problems...(sigh).

Can someone just love me sincerely and hold me dearly? It's just one love which I am asking for...

Oh yeah, I have zero idea on what to write for my past event; Camping at Hutan Konservasi Hidupan Liar, Sungai Dusun, Kuala Kubu Baru. Too many things to mention...and I am afraid that I will miss camping with students...uwaaa....

I wish there will be no goodbyes at the moment...please don't leave me... If you feel me, come and wrap your hands around me. Will you hold my hands, please??? Will it be endless?

Oh boy, it is just my cloudy dream. (Period)

toodles.

A Cloudy Dream....

My Cloudy Dream

Oh sunlight...
U used to shine thru my windows..
Where r you now?

It's a rainy day...
The day I found out...
I am nothing but a crying cloud.

It has been raining outside...
The pain, the sore...
Made my heart torn.

Tell me sunlight, tell me...
Am I just a stepping stool?
Am I just a natural disaster?

Oh rainy day...
This rain can't stop pouring...
Knowing that U have already left.

Please stop this illogical swinging rain.
My eyes r itchy, my eyes r swollen.
The day we kissed, this heart has been stolen.

This cloud needs an alarm!
Warn me before you strike me, lightning!
Stop poking me, lightning.

Someday we'll have what we wanted...
Someday we'll all live forever...
Someday we wont be so tired...
Someday we wont say never...

But, it's just a cloudy dream.

goodbye sunlight.