I seriously want this cutie!

Wrong timing

Wrong timing

Loads of assignments + Thesis (AE) + Quizzes + Creative Project + LP Presentation + Write-ups + Bad weather + Hot, Dry and Steamy Day + Restless + Less energy + Sleeping disorder + Irrelevant fights 

= 

 Bad judgment + Hard headed me + Mood spoiler + Vocal oppression + Bye bye to whatever unnecessary things in life.

Period.

;p

Reset the button.

My button has been pushed. I once thought I am a limitless person and I opt to challenge my limit. I was wrong. There's a limit in everything. Why do I get the feeling that I am a useless piece of crap??? Maybe I am. I am sorry for the way I behave. It is immature. Yet I claim myself as a not-so-childish boy. How ridiculous. The greatest mistake is when I put expectation. I should have not put any if I want to be happy. Am I happy? I don't think so. Are you happy? I don't think so. I was happy...but not anymore. How to mend a broken heart? They say; "time heals everything..." Yeah right. I guess, I really need to stop staring at the glimpse and glance...JUST GO. My life is too short for such misery I think. Why can't I be happy like others? Why can't I feel content of having you by my side? Why? There is something wrong. Is there any barrier set up in between? I don't know.

I just want you to be happy, even with the absence of my heart in your life. I know you can pull through. Now, it is the time for you to get up and chase your freedom. There will be no one stopping you from what you crave. Go on. Be happy. I can't be happy seeing you in such desolation. I love you, I do. But I can't do this anymore. I need a break. From everything.

Thank you for every single memory and thought you gave me. You are the best. Indeed you are. I am very pleased to have you, stopping by...even just for a while. I will remember you for...quite a long time, I guess. The feelings won't go away in an instance. It will remain there. Time will make it fade. Again, be happy and enjoy your life ok.

Love, sincerely yours,

N 2 N

Busy

Darn, darn, darn...

I wish I could redeem all those wasted days and nights...

There's not enough time...

I need some sort of motivation....

Busy, busy, busy...

Why are you here (assignments).

Weekend's drama

Sangat x bole blah.......................

What were we doing? Why were we doing those again? Remind me of that....

Felt so awkward and restless. Now it's just awkward. A bit challenged.

One great lesson I have learned today...Crying is tiring. T__________T

Xnak buat dah keje gile... I thought I have grown up...turns out...I am the most childish boy...sampai nangis2.... Hahahahahaha...how stupid that is.

I wonder...why in the first place???? No worries...all on me...

Ok, now I am shy... I am crazy, am I?!...I am fragile, am I?! Dumb dumb dumb......

You are the best.......WOW! Nobody makes me cry for ages...well, as you can see...I am not the type of guy who would easily shed a tear...but today....T______T

Damn, yet I thought I am strong! I see myself as a strong boy....rupe-rupenye... Fragile.

Handle me with care, please.

Hebat.

Goodbye. ;p