The curse...

"Loneliness is always looking for a friend. It found me once and it has been around since then...."

Am I cursed?

Urgh... I envy those who have partners whom they can look up to. I am green with envy for those who have fantabulous companions whom they can share stuff with. Hmm.. as I recall, I have never been this covetous before I lost...well, you can say...pretty much everything. That's what they say when they lost people they love(d) right?! Whenever I see happy people enjoying their lives with their partners, it makes me want to puke on my black-colored carpet of my car!

Note to self: I am now avaricious and I will try my level best to do anything for love! (Errk...suddenly I sound strangely prehensile...oh boy, I don't want to be too greedy...but I think I deserve it..at least a bit...)

Why am I here? Why am I alone.... aigoo... I feel so beaten up... This swollen heart. I wonder when will it heal... If not today, tomorrow perhaps...if not? Maybe the next day...

I don't want to end up alone.

Ok. That's all.

-> Luahan perasaan pada hari Khamis, 21 April tatkala para pelajar sedang sibuk menjalani peperiksaan akhir. Mood: PMS

p/s - Good luck to all!

OK... I'm officially back...online! Yippie..

Ok. Announcement: My old number is back! It's ON! I'm ONLINE! Yeay! So, kindly reach for my arms using that number ya...; 012970....

Ok, that's all.

TQ.

ATTENTION: SIM glitch....

Assalamualaikum, salam sejahtera and salam 1 Malaysia...

I am utterly and awfully sorry if I have not replied any of your SMS(es) and calls as my number (012-970....) is facing some technical glitch at the moment. I cannot make any calls, I cannot send any texts, I cannot receive calls and SMSes or MMSes and I cannot update my status online for the time being.

I am so sorry for such inconvenience.

As for now, I am going to use this number temporarily till my number is fixed.

013-3270334

TQVM

Regards,

Ahmad Niza Syazre, Monday, 11 April 2011.

It's impossible...(A letter of a broken hearted boy)

Assalamualaikum and a very good day,

Pheeeww.... I feel like singing Xtina's "It's Impossible" at the moment. Ok. Off limit. Trust me, this has nothing to do with the song...no relation whats o'er.

The truth is, I think it's just impossible for us to get back on track. It's just impossible. What we had for over a year seems to be wasted now. (Sigh). I am sorry for everything. I am also happy to see how happy you are now with THE new guy. Seriously, I am happy. I hope he is way better than I am or was for that matter.

I now dedicate this song for you. It is a song performed by Misha Omar; "Kau Yang Amat Ku Sayang". Darling, thank you for everything. You have made my life perfect...at least I felt good whenever I was with you. Those sweet memories; driving to the light city, buying you gifts, hanging out with your friends, going to unrated places, watching movies, shopping and window-shopping, watching the balloons fly by, a series of tasting various dishes (oh boy, that was fun), sitting in the car while waiting for the hard rain to stop, listening to your bad day stories... and what comes to my mind now is the most precious memory; ... Remember when you were awfully ill that day? I came and took you to the medical centre. Yes. It was a good day for me as I had the chance to display my caring, cuddly, husband-ly and fatherly side. I miss all those. On top of all, I miss you.

It's ok. Things happen for a reason, am I right?! I guess, we are better off without each other. One thing I beg from you. I hope we can still be friends. We're all grownups. I believe that this will crave smiles on our faces when we are older. Looking back at those years. Wow. How enticing; reminiscing the good old days. Huhu.

I wish you all the best with your life. I hope you guys can make it through thick and thin. Be the sweet, cute couple ya!

Regards,
Me, myself and I.

...........................

Crap. I feel so crappy-ly awkward. I don't know why but I feel so defeated now. I even feel like a loser. I feel like a car is being dropped on top of me from a 20-storey building. Darn. Darn. Darn. I hate this feeling. Falling out of love is hard for me. Now you expect me to move along?! Oh boy, oh boy...that's tough! I'm sorry, I can't play along with you this time. I choose to excuse myself from the game. Good luck my darling. Goodnight.

BEL260 - Group Discussion (The Do's & Don'ts)

Ladies and gentle of all ages, here's some tips and guidelines for your speaking test....

What you should DO for BEL260 Speaking Test:

1. Check your session before the test : date, time, venue...

2. Be at the exam venue at least 5 minutes before the test

3. Bring in ONLY pen and(or) pencil

4. The first round is Task A:

Task A - Individual Suggestion (8 minutes) :

(After you settle down to start the session, you will be given 2 minutes to prepare your response)
-> Candidate A will then start his/her personal/individual presentation. At this point, there should be no argument or interruption.
-> The rest of the group members (those who are not presenting at that moment of time) should jot down some relevant points to be used for Task B.
 -> Please focus and listen to everyone's presentation.

Candidate A - 2 minutes presentation.                               
Candidate B - 2 minutes presentation.
Candidate C - 2 minutes presentation.
Candidate D - 2 minutes presentation.

5. The individual suggestion MUST consist the followings:

a. Intro

b. Thesis Statement
(the Suggestion +
Topic Sentence 1 (WHY 1),
Topic Sentence 2 (WHY 2),
Topic Sentence 3 (WHY 3))

c. Topic Sentences (3 'WHY-s' of Suggestion)

d. Supporting Details (3 - WHY 1, WHY 2, WHY 3)
- Elaboration                       
- Examples

* The second round is Task B (10 minutes): Group discussion.

Task B - Group Discussion and Conclusion (Decision) - 10 minutes

1. Observe the time limit for the Group Discussion and Conclusion:

1000 - 0100 : Group Discussion

0100 - 0000 : Conclusion & Decision (agreed by everyone) by Group Leader

2. The conclusion must consist of:
- ALL the suggestions made by Candidate A, B, C and D
- The Best Suggestion (Decision) MUST be agreed by everyone - failure to make the decision will result in reduction of marks for Task Fulfillment (Content)

3. Fully utilise the time allocated for the test.

4. Produce clear voice with correct intonation and pronunciation.

Guys,

Please REMEMBER to:

1. Check your session before the test : date, time, venue

2. Be at the exam venue at least 5 minutes before the test

3. Bring in ONLY pen and(or) pencil

4. Observe the time limit:

1000 - 0900 : Intro by Group Leader

0900 - 0700 : Candidate A

0700 - 0500 : Candidate B

0500 - 0300 : Candidate C

0300 - 0100 : Candidate D

0100 - 0000 : Conclusion & Decision by Group Leader

5. Make sure that the individual suggestion consists of the followings:

1. Intro

2. Thesis Statement

3. Topic Sentences (3)

4. Supporting Details (3)
- Elaboration                   
- Examples

5. Produce clear voice with correct intonation and pronunciation.

What you should NOT DO:

1. Overshadow others.
2. Not participating in the discussion (passive).
3. Not giving chances for others to speak.
4. Abusing the time limit.
5. Not respecting others.
6. Using abusive language.
7. Bring in "pre-prepared" notes before the session.

All the best! ;p