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Phewww... finally, it is on again. Sorry bloggy.

Here's a jac for you...

di, don't let me go...

Don't Let Me Go - Click Five

I can see your shadow laying in the moonlight

I can feel your heartbeat playing on my right side

Every night I long for this, makin' up what I miss

I can hear you breathing letting out a sad sigh

You try so hard to hide your scars

Always on your guard

(Chorus)

Don't, don't let me go

Don't make me hold on when you're not

Don't, don't turn away

What can I say so you won't

No don't, don't let me go...

I can see the skyline fading in the distance

Tears are comin' down

I'm trying just to make sense

I don't listen to the radio just the engine and the road

I wonder if my words are makin' any difference

I dream and then it seems to end

But always comes again

(Chorus)

Don't, don't let me go

Don't make me hold on when you're not

Don't, don't turn away

What can I say so you won't

No don't, don't let me go...

I'm comin' down

to where you're standing

I need you now or you'll be watchin'

me hit the ground

with crash landing...

(Chorus)

Don't, don't let me go

Don't make me hold on when you're not

Don't, don't turn away

What can I say so you won't

No don't, don't let me go...

Don't let me go...

Don't let me go...

Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_08BBIGkwA8

Lyrics: http://www.metrolyrics.com/dont-let-me-go-lyrics-click-five.html

This wall between us

Day by day, we are getting further apart. It seems like it is true after all. Maybe it is God's way of telling us to stop. Maybe we are not meant to be together. 

Just so you know, pretending to be okay and skipping issues will not get us anywhere. Oh well, what do you care? You are doing okay with your life.

I know that it will hurt at the beginning but I know you are strong. These few days.. I have got myself into thinking.. Hey, you can do this. You are doing fine. You seem to be enjoying this. You seem to be okay. Good to know that.

I guess, you made it through. See? What did I tell you? You don't need me after all. You are doing just fine. Without me, that is. So, let's just carry on with our lives. You don't need me.

What do we have? Just memories. There's nothing for us in the future. Can't you see that I am doing a favor for the both of us. I am saving both of us from getting hurt in the future. 

Thank you for the memories. Thank you for everything. I have loved you too much and it is time to stop. 

I love you, goodbye.

Lang Leav

Sometimes, the best way to stay close to someone you love is by being just a friend... :(

Just Friends

I know that I don't own you,

and perhaps I never will,

so my anger when you're with her,

I have no right to feel.

I know that you don't owe me,

and I shouldn't ask for more;

I shouldn't feel so let down,

all the times when you don't call.

What I feel - I shouldn't show you,

so when you're around I won't;

I know I've no right to feel it

but it doesn't mean I don't.

Shoo shoo fever...

Urgh. Fever, fever please go away. Shoo shoo.

Truth be told that I have already recovered last week. Then came my housemates' turns one by one. As I was about to be in pink of health, the virus chose to just hang in there for a while more. Uhuk uhuk.

It is hard to stay awake and focus on assignments when you are not in your best shape. I keep forcing my eyes (if not my brain) to focus but I get dizzy and drowsy. The worst part of all is when I think the fever has settled in my 'active' mind and I am inactive now. I have deactivated my brain. Oh come on, not even half of the page yet!!!

I have two essays to submit with one presentation on hold. I need to start working on my magic fingers now. Come on! Work it baby... Oh wait, I am still here... wasting my time doing you bloggy. 

Ok, I am officially dead.
Ta.