Sunday bloody sunday...mindless me ;p

Sunday...why sunday??? Sunday is suppose to be fun..it used to be the term for bliss tho...people hanging out with their lovers, partners or whatsoever, we hang out with friends, watching movies..or just strolling at the mall...but today???

We just stay home, watching our friends watching us...ohhh..this is stupid...we should go out and have fun! It's sunday peeps!!! These walls can't accommodate our tolerance anymore...cut the crap now, will ya...one thing for sure, my sunday is just like my other sunny and rainy days...ops...

Its always been fun, staying at home, do the laundry, make my breakfast, on-line for a while and staring at the friggin' TSL592 textbook! This is life, now who says life is fair??? Ahax...but, I'm normal tho, hang fire things, till the eleventh hour, errr..I mean, that's what I'm good at...lala..;p

Are we smart enough to say that we're stupid? I guess not..ahax..Sometimes, I wonder, are people born stupid or do they have to work at it? That's a trivia, isn't it...a lil bit rhetoric tho...ahax..;p Anywho, we are what we are...well, I am stupid, err...most of the time I guess...but I am not that stupid to point at them, saying "Hey, you're so stupid!" To me, it's a silly thing to do...those who are really stupid and dumb enough can't really see how stupid they are..and they end up thinking that they're smart...cool...keep it up guys...;p

There must be reasons for everything ayte?? Is it true? What if I tell you, we don't need reason to do things that we do...sometimes, we just do what we do, without having a thought about it...sounds mindless isn't it...well, kudos for us then for being smart in our unawareness...cool...keep it up...;p That's me..I am good in ignoring my ignorance..ahax...

Chop, chop..better get goin with my lovely Vovi book...My rate for failing tomorrow?..err...7.45/10...yum yum...Ok, c ya later Mr. Bloggy..playsafe today, don't be too notty okay?!..daa..

p/s - My second class horror is being horrified by flat-rats in the toilet...;p

A cheapskate's blessing...ahax..;p

Hye there... its another day to cheer up, I guess...err... If you are asked this question, how would you respond to it?

"I've found someone and I think I like him, are you gonna b okay with it?"

Ahax, exactly...weird and awkward isn't it...but I was hell out of marble in my hands. Here's how I responded:

"Why would I not be ok? I'm glad that you've found someone... and why would I worry bout u when I have my struggling mom to worry about?!!"

As I expected, the person said..."You sound mad, r u mad at me?". "I was not mad dear.. I am just saying, if you're happy with that guy, I'd say...y not...its your call..and I am happy for you." Go on gurl, you have my blessing.

Huhu, life is interesting tho. The best part is, the person found me someone too...think about bein nice, huh?!...Are you kidding me? Serious shit, has he got a friend for me? Or has he got me a friend's friend??? What am I, a cheapskate????? Hey, ni niza la!!!...my name is Ahmad Niza Syazre la! I don't need that kind of offer...for crying out loud...I was doin you a favor by letting u off my boat la dear...huhu..

I am happy tho...at least, I don't hafto think hard enuff for that person..finally..ahax.. Today is Friday the 13th.. I've had my 'nightmare'...well, sort of...or maybe not... I had a dream last nite.. In my dream, I was a housemate of a multi-bilionaire. One day, he had a secret affair with me and we slept together...his wife didn't kno at first...To me, he was okay...i'm guessing, he's a 35yo hunk. Ahax...what a dream...and the worst part is...I look unsightly hideous in the dream...damn...can you c the double stress there? Oh well...

I am listening to Broken Glass by Steve Walsh. I look into the mirror to see if I'm alright. Guess what, I am alright (thinking of crimes in mind)..huhu..just another day to go on, ayte... So, I guess, I'll c u around Mr. Bloggy...
Bye..;p

p/s - Just finished watching "Slumdog Millionaire". Gosht, that's a one great movie to watch! and...sadly walking on the real asphalt road! ;(

Remember the day?

Remember the day?

Remember the day?
The day when you and I walked together on the pavement..
I wish to tell you how happy I was...but I didn't..

Remember the day?
The day when you saw me naked and you laughed..
I was out of clue...so I let myself ran free in the house..;p

Remember the day?
The day when you said you were proud of me?
That's the best day of my life..

Remember the day?
The day that I told you "I'm leaving"?
Well, I already did, long before you've noticed..

Remember the day?
When you chased me away out of nothing?
I have no regret for that, still I don't..

Today is February 12, Thursday,
I'm muted in color, pink turns to grey..
I am honestly sorry for letting things go astray.


~aNs~

Top Up..HAPPYDENT

Yay...finally..after few weeks of worrying about not having enough supply..I got it! Gosht..it is hard to find the supplies...just after the dinner, my best buddies and I went to shop some supplies... Hmmm..I think I bought 10 of them.. thank goodness.

After this, I won't be complaining about the short in my stuffs. Let's just say, I will survive for the time being. The supplies for my HAPPYDENT! Yippie-ya-yay! I will survive... Pretty much, that's my supply...ahax...

Just before I headed to clean the toilet, my buddies and I did the so called 120-sit-ups. It was friggin tiring...ayyo.. Ni sume tajul punye pasal..da ade 5 pack da on my tummy...uwauwauwa.... and I am tired...

Gosht, there are still gallons of assignments to do...Gee...I wonder if it's even concise. Ahax...Oh well, I am gonna watch some movies afterwards... Later Mr. Homeworks..lalalalla....walking in the sunshine...;p

Babai...;p

Sakit Perut.....this is life..;(

Uwaaa.....this is worse than period pain...it's friggin annoying. I had to wake up FREQUENTLY since 3am...there goes my beauty sleep...haiz...the truth is....it's my fault..uwaaaa..

It's been a while since I last had the 'Clenx Tea'...that explains why... I had two of those last night. TWO sachets of unbelievably-but-believe-it tea. Sakit parut...uwaaaa..

I have no idea what am I writing about...it has been like...ages...since my last post..sorry Mr. Bloggy..there were too much going on...and with us...but it's not you, it's me..seriously, please forgive me.

I miss my family....I miss ab0h...I miss mami...my bros and my lil sister...I miss my cats...I miss the beach and the breeze. Why isn't there any beaches here? Why, why??...is this real life? Wake me up please....

My life has never been better than this. There's a lot of changes going on. A lot of peeeps buzzin on and off recently. That's ok..Hey, I am still breathing, at least. Yeah right. I wonder how my life would be without them? Life is the new term for misery, I guess...(Period)

So far, I am satiated with my shoe size. There's nothing wrong with it. They fit me.."ngam-ngam" Why would I be so silly to wear another which their size are two-inches smaller than what they are now...haiz.. Life goes on...look what the front has to offer, and walk straight ahead...jalan mesti ke depan, bukan ke belakang...

Happiness? Yeah...I am happy now...I guess, the catch-phrase "Everything happens for a reason" is not entirely wrong. Ahax...People can lie but their eyes do not lie! It takes time to know someone...I miss the persons who really know me...or at least, claiming they know me, just a portion of me...ahax..

I am in love with "Your Eyes Don't Lie" by D. Archuleta. The song is so meaningful but casually sarcastic. I love that..love it...till the very last second of silence. Huh?! Don't ask me, ask Archie..

I am growing up now...excluding the 'getting taller' part...but I am moving on with that phase. Chase me if you can..I am three steps ahead of you...ahax..

Finally, I am less-proudly to say that..I still procrastinate! Uwaaa....why, why? Seriously, who doesn't? What am I........aimi?? I wish I can be more like her...but it's not my calling...and it's not my tempo. Maybe one day...bwekk...

Oh...speaking of which..that's my call...Sakit perut...uwaaa...this is my period pain, crrraaap..;(